It seems that every individual has a pespective of what they deem as freedom & risk..
I feel completely confused with what is going on with me..
Why does it seem so difficult for me to get what i want. These are simple things such as going to a friend's place , staying over, stayin out long, going on travels and more. It seems that my parents dun understand that. NEVER
I mean i sound like a teenage kid with a freedom issue but i am a freaking adult.
I have given nothing but respect to both my parents & their needs. i do not see the point in trying to stop me from gaining more knowledge. Perhaps its of all these restrictions that i have grown up to be a person who does not have enough confidence in myself. I am notg assertive & i keep searching for love. It seems so wrong to be wanting to be myself even with friends.
I am not complicated. I just want to be accepted for who i am and i find it SO difficult to speak my mind. OMG!
How can i break away from this??
It just seems to add on to my worries & paranoid thoughts.
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