5 days MC!!!

I felt sick after a LONG time, went to the doctor only to here " due to the H1N1 virus, its mandatory to give 5 days of medical certificate"
Imagine my joy... omg how many people would die to have this chance
hahaha
GOD is listening to me... he is great..

Moving on

Life is about rolling with the punches and realising the strengths that we have deep down. I know retail therapy is on the override but guess what its the only thing that is working.. hahaha
Let the men be themselves and we be ourselves - bitching, shopping and spa-ring!

Can i forgive the cheating bastard?

I have been cheated on
YES i have been
The feeling having someone cheat behind your back is terrible.
A feeling that sumone stabbed you in your gut
and YES , i so wanted to seek revenge by getting myself going with another man
BUT something or rather a real good friend stopped me.
He told me i am not like that
So true he was..
i appreciate his honesty...
He is a god sent...

Back to back jetsetting & embarked at home

I am so back home now..
It was great fun & laughter..
Will write more soon to come.....

Trip to KL~~~

am back from a three days two nights trip to KL...
Did some shoppin spent abt 900 plus ringit...
Got my MAC and bobbi brown goodies + few clothes
I was glad overrall with the service in equatorial hotel & food ( thanks to the credit points)
I was however, not very glad with my travel companion.
Dun mistake me, she is a great person but a lil too fussy for my taste.
When overseas, we must try all they have including night life or shop till we drop
Her fussy-ness kinda annoyed me a lil as we had only 2 days and she did not want to travel out late night nor try sumthing like walking further..
Well at least now i know what kinda shopper/ traveller she is

Now waiting to go Bintan :)

Off to KL & Bintan

This is my time off... hahaha
Will be heading to KL for a shopping spree (of sorts)
Then later on thursday i am going to Bintan, going for a day of spa
:)
This is the first time i am organising trips by myself
Lets see how it goes

What is freedom & what is risk?

It seems that every individual has a pespective of what they deem as freedom & risk..
I feel completely confused with what is going on with me..

Why does it seem so difficult for me to get what i want. These are simple things such as going to a friend's place , staying over, stayin out long, going on travels and more. It seems that my parents dun understand that. NEVER
I mean i sound like a teenage kid with a freedom issue but i am a freaking adult.
I have given nothing but respect to both my parents & their needs. i do not see the point in trying to stop me from gaining more knowledge. Perhaps its of all these restrictions that i have grown up to be a person who does not have enough confidence in myself. I am notg assertive & i keep searching for love. It seems so wrong to be wanting to be myself even with friends.

I am not complicated. I just want to be accepted for who i am and i find it SO difficult to speak my mind. OMG!

How can i break away from this??
It just seems to add on to my worries & paranoid thoughts.

Will continue to strive

I have always been wanting to start up sumthing on my own..
Not depending on anyone or asking anyone for help
God, knows the thoughts in my head and that i will strive my best to be sumone

Home today

I am home today as i work on sundays!! yeah i know .. it sucks but i do work on sundays
Benn catching up on scandalous beauty tutorials and articles.
Its such a breath of fresh air to see make up options for dark skin women, esp in Asia countries.Its always yellow based & never suits our skin.
Thank lord for Mac, Bobbi Brown & Make Up Forever...

I have decided that i am gonna give my two cents from an asian pespective.
Asia is so diverse and most of the time it reflects the north asians.. Well lets try to cater all of sistas shall you :)

See yall soon..

Have you read Peaks & Valleys?

That is sumthing i painted.. still working on it

I bought this book last week..for a quick read..
I thought this would be another self help guide or more mojo jojo
ITS not..

Its actually a simple read that provides easy to understand concepts that we can use in our daily lives to improve the way we think.
I gained a few good insights, one being:
Make reality your friend - makes a whole lotta sense to me esp at times when you that it is worse than it is or better that its suppose to be.

Read it when u can:)

Ipod shuffle- Mini

more choices now
http://www.apple.com/ipodshuffle/

this one is so small but the talk feature is enticing. It can even tell you the names of your playlists, giving you a new way to navigate your music

Still waiting for comments all
Let me know

Which should i get? summone help me!

Hi All,

After the tragic demise of my Sony Vaio & Samsung Omnia, i was elated thanks to by fujitsu baby.
Now i am dealt with the decision to get my new mp3.
My creative after serving me loyally for 4 years has gone to electric heaven

I am contemplating between Sony MP3 NZW series or should i stick to creative... hmm

Here is how the sony mp3 looks like:

New Fujitsu Laptop

After Vaio laptop died on me after merely 1 1/2 years, i was on the look out for a laptop that has good customer support and looks sleek.
I found it: Fujitsu L1010 L series !!!
Although the laptop might look big, its light and comfortable to use.
I was also glad to know that customer service for the llaptop is 24/7 and the service store is only closed 2 days during CNY.
Will update on the pros & cons

Mercy

U know that song by Duffy...I am so darn attracted to it
"You got be beggin you for mercy" “Why won't you release me?"
Something about those lyrics.. Something that is so strong yet vulnerable...

We, women, always think either that we need a man to live or we can live without them. I think there is no need to take such strong extremes. Men like us need women as well.. To live (besides the obvious of pro - creation).. Its tough being in any form of relationship cause it makes you put yourself out there, feeling vulnerable.

Workaholics - escapism or passion?

Am I the only one who thinks that work is all I think of at times or it this normal?
I have recently been challenging myself to think outta the box and try to focus my thoughts on issue other than work
But it seems that whenever I try that, my attempt falls flat on my face...
My fears override my thoughts and before you know it, I am back at work banging my head against the wall ...wondering what people think of my job quality and abilities..

ARGH

Sumone out there.. Please tell me how u feel about your work?

Welcome 2009!

It’s a new year and I feel great.....
That I am not drunk, out partying or crying
Instead I am calm and happy that I am back home after a quiet and funny gathering at a friend’s place
I do feel that I need to change myself in some way but that needs further consideration...
And that is what I am gonna work on
God, bless all of us with love and loads of your guidance...
Because I know I need it :)