What is freedom & what is risk?

It seems that every individual has a pespective of what they deem as freedom & risk..
I feel completely confused with what is going on with me..

Why does it seem so difficult for me to get what i want. These are simple things such as going to a friend's place , staying over, stayin out long, going on travels and more. It seems that my parents dun understand that. NEVER
I mean i sound like a teenage kid with a freedom issue but i am a freaking adult.
I have given nothing but respect to both my parents & their needs. i do not see the point in trying to stop me from gaining more knowledge. Perhaps its of all these restrictions that i have grown up to be a person who does not have enough confidence in myself. I am notg assertive & i keep searching for love. It seems so wrong to be wanting to be myself even with friends.

I am not complicated. I just want to be accepted for who i am and i find it SO difficult to speak my mind. OMG!

How can i break away from this??
It just seems to add on to my worries & paranoid thoughts.

Will continue to strive

I have always been wanting to start up sumthing on my own..
Not depending on anyone or asking anyone for help
God, knows the thoughts in my head and that i will strive my best to be sumone

Home today

I am home today as i work on sundays!! yeah i know .. it sucks but i do work on sundays
Benn catching up on scandalous beauty tutorials and articles.
Its such a breath of fresh air to see make up options for dark skin women, esp in Asia countries.Its always yellow based & never suits our skin.
Thank lord for Mac, Bobbi Brown & Make Up Forever...

I have decided that i am gonna give my two cents from an asian pespective.
Asia is so diverse and most of the time it reflects the north asians.. Well lets try to cater all of sistas shall you :)

See yall soon..

Have you read Peaks & Valleys?

That is sumthing i painted.. still working on it

I bought this book last week..for a quick read..
I thought this would be another self help guide or more mojo jojo
ITS not..

Its actually a simple read that provides easy to understand concepts that we can use in our daily lives to improve the way we think.
I gained a few good insights, one being:
Make reality your friend - makes a whole lotta sense to me esp at times when you that it is worse than it is or better that its suppose to be.

Read it when u can:)

Ipod shuffle- Mini

more choices now
http://www.apple.com/ipodshuffle/

this one is so small but the talk feature is enticing. It can even tell you the names of your playlists, giving you a new way to navigate your music

Still waiting for comments all
Let me know

Which should i get? summone help me!

Hi All,

After the tragic demise of my Sony Vaio & Samsung Omnia, i was elated thanks to by fujitsu baby.
Now i am dealt with the decision to get my new mp3.
My creative after serving me loyally for 4 years has gone to electric heaven

I am contemplating between Sony MP3 NZW series or should i stick to creative... hmm

Here is how the sony mp3 looks like:

New Fujitsu Laptop

After Vaio laptop died on me after merely 1 1/2 years, i was on the look out for a laptop that has good customer support and looks sleek.
I found it: Fujitsu L1010 L series !!!
Although the laptop might look big, its light and comfortable to use.
I was also glad to know that customer service for the llaptop is 24/7 and the service store is only closed 2 days during CNY.
Will update on the pros & cons